I woke up and suddenly . . .

     
I Woke Up  And Suddenly ...

I woke up and suddenly , I woke up from a goof night's rest and fall back to sleep I would get stuck and not be able to move . I feel as if I am awake and can see everything but cant't move any part of my body , just my eyes. I can't scream or talk all I can do is make a soft noise .

      I hate the feeling so much . I try to pray to myself during these times and somtimes that works but not often . The only way I can come out of this is if I relax and iye there and after a while i'm be able to kick which is the only way I can get up which is hard when I  fell as if I can't move

      I have waken up and scared people in the room wit me by kicking the wall or jumping up . Once a cousin of mine was in the bed with me and she heard me make the noise and woke me up . this was the best moment I have ever had during one of these times . Now she knows if she ever hears me doing that , to awake me

      I used to feel like i'm awake because there were times when I would ask the people who were in the room with me if they did certain things and I was correct . But recently i discovered sometimes i'm dreaming because i haven't been correctly lately .It's the scariest feeling in the world .